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The 2012 Rehearsals

by Felix Marc

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1.
Give back the moments Finally Things turned out the way you’ve planned them Once again ignored the signs and felt the flames I hated you for all the feelings that you’ve offerd So untrue – is what you are so give me back the moments I needed you looks of love had turned away I need you, too will you still be waiting for me I’m sorry, too that I had to leave your heart Alone – is what I feel so give me back the moments What’s the price of love Mourning – Mourning Who’s gonna heal the hearts Yourself – Yourself Give me back my life No way – No way Give me back the moments Too late – Too late
2.
Modern Talking The distance in your lines Between the words of solitude My inside hurt You need to read between the lines I try to life our lie Closest to extinction Without alert Everyday we try to pretend The misteries of life Will only come to certain people Who dare to look beyond The misteries of life Will only come to certain people Who dare to breathe in – to breathe out Now I can see And face reality Find truth, find peace My life’s a query It’s time to see And face reality why you, why we Play solitary You blinded me with light A beauty without meaning The fiction worked Until I opened up my eyes Betraying only once But never is forgotten A scream unheared It will remain inside of me
3.
Parallel World The treason of lovers A reason for others To run and hide away The courage to distress A nightlife to assess Who was right anyway Leave a light on We’re living in a parallel world We’re living in this parallel dream And I want to know if there’s life on the other side So leave a light on I see you in your parallel world I feel you in my parallel dream And I want to know if there’s life on the other side
4.
Belles (Surrender) You are on my mind while I’m out of it already Care for me and take me to the seaside I never saw a beauty Like you, shadow in despair Comfort my desire Pressurized beyond repair Hold me spell-bound In your dungeon I enbloom Call me in your garden Feed me fruits of distant doom I changed my clothes to please you I changed my mind to black And now I will surrender to you I changed my words to please you I changed my heart to black And now I will surrender to you Patience-seeking Waiting for her flesh to burn Tangled in emotions Paralyzed and left to yearn Fragile-longing For her breath to calm my sea Leave me twisted Leave me ship-wrecked endlessly
5.
Ghost Braindead – a state of mind Mindless – defeated and blind Weakness – a second in time Restless – to deal with the things you left behind Anger – a feeling besides Destruction – result to resign Counting – what’s left to achieve Counting – on what you really want to believe Erase the ghost from the past Make this moment count and last Look to the skies an endless galaxy of light is waiting Maybe the road is way too long And noone home when you return Your memories will mend the doubts and help you to move on now Your heart my source and stepping stone Your faith I lay my trust upon Conceive the future within seconds our time is fading Erase the ghost from the past Make this moment count and last Look to the skies an endless galaxy of light is waiting
6.
Life is porn Lately I’ve been running around Without a notice where I should turn, why I should learn all those new ways of thinking Lately I stopped running around Before the breakdown Too much of them, Too little me Restructure priority Life is porn - Go fuck yourself Life is storm - Go shift yourself Life is torn - Go drown yourself Life is scorn - Go laugh at yourself Maybe I was wrong and in doubt Without a reason Trusting myself, Asking myself Is it worth to be fighting Maybe Someone else will come out And take on my place Life means to change, Life is so strange
7.
Collector Her beauty confuses me I couldn’t follow all her moods sometimes She is my secret guest I used to have daydreams about her But I can’t ever get to know her (in the ordinary way) Money lets you do whatever you want Collector Life rejector Anti-life, anti-art, anti-everything Collector the lonely wolf Why do you take all life out of life? Time in prison is endless time There was a silence I spoke as plain as words Away from night from what I want to be Awoke and found myself alone in this crypt Your love is desperately Have you ever had before a living beauty You’ve ended - You don’t even share it All alone you are and all alone you die I won’t give in - your love is just a lie You’ve pinned me in this little room I shan’t struggle – I’ll let you do what you like / is it day or night Trapped in this crypt Alive in the way that death is alive Having her was enough – nothing needed doing I’m waiting for you to do something All these people searching and we knowing the answer Why do you kill all the beauty? And I knew more and more I couldn’t let her go And noblesse oblige all over again Choose the common life Choose to be alive You’re so without mercy
8.
The Garden of Light She breeds tumors in her backyard at night Hides from daylight and from curious eyes Beware of what you’re about to find Beware of secrets in your crooked mind And when the water started falling And washed away her sins Eternal voices calling From a battlefield within A place to hide your sorrow And find rescue at night I’ll be sleeping in her garden In her garden of light

about

These audio gems were lost and found on a random external drive. They were conducted and recorded on a lonely Saturday evening in 2012 by Akim Welsch in a stuffy small cellar room north of Stuttgart, Germany. Formerly a decent local pub, now cradle of local sub culture, this room was granted to me by Akim for two rehearsal sessions. Preparing us for the first live show with my solo project in Moscow.

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released May 27, 2016

Marcus Perst (Dr. Drum) - Drums
Johannes Scherer (Jo Haynes) - Bass guitar
Zura (The Master of Interpretation) - Guitar
MyLucina - Guest Vocals on "Collector"
Achim Welsch (Wizard of Sound) - Sound recording
Felix Marc - Vocals, Composition, Mixing, Mastering

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